I surrender

I surrender to love, I surrender to life.

I can't keep going with this internal strife.

I wanted to stop thinking about you.

During the day I managed not to

but at night, in my dreams you passed through,

showing me that in love with me you are not,

and always pushing me hard not to forgot.

I surrender to love, I surrender to life.

If it didn't happen, it's because it wasn't right.

I was fighting against my heart

forcing it to heal for a potential fresh start

caus I thought it was completely full of you

but love is unbounded so there's no need to undo.

I surrender to love, I surrender to life.

To all those feelings reminding me that I am alive.

I will always remember your face,

always remember our tender embrace,

for me, what we shared was so strong

to my heart, this story will always belong.

I surrender to love, I surrender to life.

At least my love for men has been revived.

This girl makes you smile and your heart beats

I wish I would have been her but despite my grief

I know that you are very happy and shiny

and it is the only thing that truly matters to me.

I surrender to love, I surrender to life.

I'll always cherish you, no matter what.

I guess I am still in the past, living in the shade of memories.

Yes, I am vulnerable but I am welcoming those tears,

helping me through whashing and cleansing

so one day I'll feel ready for a new beginning.

I surrender to love, I surrender to life.

Something big is coming that I start to sight.

I stop fighting, I stop trying, I stop hoping,

I just let this sparkle of love be and live in me

knowing one day it will rise and shine again

so everything around me will be fully enlightened.

I surrender to love, I surrender to life.

YOU, beautiful soul. ME, beautiful light.